Siege of Glengary

September 26th, 2007 by Ascelyn

Jason and I spent Friday afternoon and evening in Green Ridge State Forest gathering plants to use for my dyes.  In the end, the best find was the elderberries, which I hadn’t even thought of at the beginning of the day.  We also gathered black walnuts, lichens, goldenrod, some unknown berries that I couldn’t ID with my book (blue skins, red/purple pulp), and various fungi.  The acorns I’ll get from my parents’ house if I have time to use them this year.

The alum arrived yesterday, five beautiful white pounds of it.  The company lied originally about the shipping costs, so I’m going to demand my extra $3.50 back tomorrow if I’m not so busy. 

I’m going to look for a cheap aluminum stockpot tonight after work.  I know it’s not ceramic, even though that would be best, but it’s much cheaper and more readily available.  Then, I’ll be all set to start dying Friday evening!

Saturday was Siege of Glengary.  I actually got to stay for feast since I didn’t have any kids tagging along this year.  Actually, I got to stay and serve feast.  High table.  Most terrifying!  I think I got elected for the position while I was out waterbearing, though I’m not sure why, since I’ve never served feast before at all.  If you don’t count that fact that you (meaning I) feel like everyone’s watching you the whole time and that you’re likely to trip and fall on your face or to dump chickpeas all over Her Majesty’s lap…well, if you don’t count those sorts of things, I think serving high table was actually easier than serving the rest of the hall.  It was especially easy for me because Rosamund and Her Majesty Queen Rowan kept forcing me to stop serving and sit down and eat.  I felt very guilty sitting around and eating while everyone else was working their tail ends off.  I wouldn’t mind doing it again, though.

Which is good, because Magister Eadric has been asked to retain for Her Majesty at Fall University, apparently in part specifically because she’s “heard good things about Edward and me.”  Scary!  But I think it will be fun.

Most awe-inspiring, surprising parts of Siege:  being called up in court to recieve not just one, but two awards:  the Baronial Award of Excellence from Highland Foorde and my Award of Arms!  I was totally not expecting anything of the sort.  The probably led to the fact that I didn’t have a clue what to do, and once I was kneeling in front of Her Excellency and Her Majesty, I promptly lost my voice.  Oops.

And…drumroll, please…Her Majesty called me back later in the evening after feast was over to give me one of her tokens, saying that I had done a fine job serving and that she had high hopes for my future.  Once I got over the sheer nervous fright of it all, I was rather giddy.

So that’s the short version of it.  I can add one non-Highland Foorde member of royalty to my list of Not-Too-Scary Maybe-I-Won’t-Run-Away people.  My dying project is very close to being on its way.  Now I just need to get on with the mundane things in my life!

More whining

September 20th, 2007 by Ascelyn

I’ve been up and down a lot lately.  Not so much random mood swings, but little things can make me suddenly very happy and up-beat or very blah.  The headaches don’t help much, but what’s worse is that I could fix them.  I can tell that right now, unless something happens soon to change it, I’m on my way to a migraine.  And since I don’t have any hot tea, ice cream, or incredibly cold water (don’t knock it–it works) sitting around in my cube, I can’t do anything about it.  Well, I do have tea bags and water by the coffee maker and a mug in my drawer, but I can’t use the microwave right now because there’s a meeting going on over that way.

What about the happy little pills the doctor prescribed me?  After all, I paid an absurd amount of money for those pills, and they actually do work!  I’m scared to take them until I know for certain that I’m not pregnant, though.  Chances are that I’m not, and I have no reason to think that I am, but you never know.

Glynis and Fergus are having a baby in early June.  I’m so excited for them!  When I found out, I almost started dancing around in my little mini-cubical.  Well, almost started spinning in circles in my chair, at least.  No dancing for me.  But I know they’ve been wanting a baby, and I really am thrilled.

The happiness turned sour about five minutes later when the memory kicked in that I want a baby too, and I don’t have one, and maybe I never will.  There’s even less reason to think that than to think that I might be on my way there right now, but again, you never know.

I don’t want to teach the kids tonight.  I want to go home and hibernate until I can have friends and a child and talents and happiness.

Back to the beginning

September 14th, 2007 by Ascelyn

The tremors are back.  Mostly in my left side, from the waist up.  They make it hard to breathe sometimes.  The pain in my legs and wrists is back as well, and the headaches, and the dizziness and nausea.  It’s like I’ve been transported back three years, almost to the day.  All this really started in the end of August, 2004.  It had subsided somewhat for a while–never really gone away, but subsided–and now it’s all back.
They decided at the hospital that night that it was a panic attack.  The doctor who made that decision never even bothered to speak to me.  He walked into the little room, took one look at me laying there, and said it was a panic attack.  I was a female in an ROTC uniform, so obviously that’s all it could be.
Never mind that I wasn’t panicked at all.  I wasn’t scared or worried, at least not about the training.  I knew what was going on, and I was perfectly prepared to handle it.  I’d been waiting for that day for a long time.  What I wasn’t prepared for, and what was worrying me somewhat, was that my body wasn’t behaving itself.  Having someone yelling in your face isn’t an issue after having a father who’d done that for years; randomly having convulsions and not being able to breath is.
My father always believed the official report.  He insisted that I was panicking “even if I didn’t know it.”  He couldn’t possibly believe that I had been perfectly calm, mentally in control, and anticipating the life ahead of me.  He still wouldn’t believe me now even if he saw that I’m shaking badly enough that I can barely type.  Then again, he didn’t believe in my headaches even when I would black out right in front of him, and he didn’t believe my legs were giving me problems when I would collapse walking across the room where he was sitting.
I’m not necessarily asking for all this to go away.  It would certainly be nice if it would, but I just want to know why it’s happening.  I want to understand it.  I want a biochemical explanation.
I might not be panicking, but it’s certainly somewhat worrying that I’m right back to where I started when I thought I might actually be reaching a tolerable plateau.

A time to live, a time to dye

September 12th, 2007 by Ascelyn

Ha.  I have a new project.  Because I really needed another one, didn’t I?

I’m going to order more white wool, and this time, I’m going to dye it myself.

I’ve been telling Jason for quite some time now that I wanted to try dying something with pokeberries someday.  I’ve painted designs with the berries on my own skin since I was little.  I’m not stupid enough to want to eat them, but “tattooing” myself was fun.  I know that dying with pokeberries isn’t terribly permanent, and the color will eventually fade to an orangy-brown…but orangy-brown is pretty, too!

I’m also waiting covetously for the walnuts in the yard to drop so I can use them for both dying and ink.  I’ve always thought goldenrod was pretty–and apparently it makes a pretty yellow dye, as well.  How about onion skins snagged from the grocery’s bin?  Or carrot tops?  Tomato leaves and vines?

Most of these things wouldn’t have been available to a person in 14th-century Europe, but they’re readily and freely available to me.  Maybe the plants aren’t historically accurate, but using whatever’s available certainly is!  I can’t wait to get a nice big pot simmering out over an open fire.

Then comes the spinning, and the weaving, and the sewing, and the felting…!

I have balls!

September 10th, 2007 by Ascelyn

Went down to the demo at Ed’s church on Saturday and helped out in the food tent.  Nothing too exciting, but it was nice to get to see some people from the barony.  Jason wasn’t overly happy that I was gone all day again, but the alternative would have been sitting there alone while the band practiced or some other such mundanity.  He finally admitted (hooray!) that he’s interested in learning more about history, but doesn’t want to “play dress up” in garb.  If we get a local group going up here, it shoudl work out fine.  He can learn and come to workshops and practices, but doesn’t need to come to events unless he feels like it.  I’d really like it if he’d get into the SCA, though.  He was even looking at tennis rackets yesterday as something we could do together–or not, since the sudden stops and sharp turns involved in tennis are exactly the reason I can’t play soccer anymore.  The SCA, though, is something both of us could certainly do!

Enough of that.  On to the toys.

The first three felt balls I’d made are dry and looking good.  I’ve figured out a vast improvement for the newer ones which makes them quicker to felt and more pleasing to the eye.  Originally, I’d tried covering the white wool that I used inside entirely with the colored wool from the very beginning.  The edges of the colors would never quite felt to one another this way, and the surface wasn’t entirely smooth and interlocked.  I fray the edges colored wool pieces a lot more now, and pull the whole piece of roving apart so much that you can see through it.  When the wool starts to felt and the giant mess of loose wool shrinks down into a ball, that net-like layer of colored wool becomes so dense that you can’t see the white through it.  It also make the outer surface much smoother.

I picked up a box of cheap golf balls, a pack of tennis balls, and some little jingle balls to felt around.  In a way, I feel rather bad using a modern ball at the core, but it uses so much less wool that I can keep the finished toys much more inexpensive.  I don’t plan to make many really, truly authentic toys.  I do plan to make lots of toys that look just like ones I can document to period, but with shortcuts.  I want to be a source of inexpensive toys that are to all appearances like those medieval children would have played with.  Granted, I’m not a parent yet, but if I had a child, I’d rather him play with a big felt ball than a plastic Sponge Bob one from Wal-Mart.  With all the other expenses involved in raising kids, I’d be just fine with having a tennis ball in the middle if it saves me money.  The parents I’ve spoken with so far agree with me, and I’ll have some things available that are made with completely period techniques.  It’s going to cost you, though, if you expect me to hand-sew you a doll made of vegetable-dyed linen and stuffed with wool.  Don’t come crying to me, either, when your three-year-old drops it in the mud or gets a hole in it after you paid so much..

Er, right.  The balls I made yesterday.  There were two large ones (maybe 5 1/2″ diameter), one with a bell inside, one set of three juggling balls (golf balls inside), and  five smaller (3-4″) balls, but a total of eleven.  With the three from before, that makes fourteen finished so far.  Not too bad!  I just kept working with them while listening to Jason practice the songs for service at Cathy’s church in a few weeks.  No thought necessary!

My scroll saw finally came in.  It even comes with a nice stand, which I hadn’t expected.  I have yet to set it up and try it out, but I’m putting that off as a reward to myself once I get some cleaning done.

Falling into place

September 6th, 2007 by Ascelyn

Well, I’m now running of off Firefox, at least part-time. I like it–I’ve always liked it–but the same things that irritate me about the new versions of IE have always driven me crazy about Firefox. Namely, I don’t like the way the toolbars are displayed up top. I’m sure I’ll get used to it, though, and it’s still a million and a half times better than IE’s new setup.

The best news of all is that the site runs just fine so far in Firefox. Granted, there’s not much to the site yet, and Wordpress seems to have been designed by alternative browser lovers, but it’s still good to know it all works out. Now I just need to get the rest of the site up and running. I have plenty ideas, and if I had the graphics I want I could organize them just bloody fine in HTML, but CSS is still beyond me. Maybe getting over my annoyance and actually trying to learn the new stuff would help.

I’m hoping to meet my original set-up-shop date and sell at Holiday Faire in November. The problem is, I also intend to watch Aaron. Maybe if I can “borrow” a wee little tiny bit of a corner of Eadric’s….but no, that’s just kind of rude to ask. I might ask it anyway at some point, but I do feel pretty bad about it. I probably still won’t have much by then, though. Balls, dolls, stick ponies and other animals, games, and Viking horses, at least.

I made three felt balls last night One is dark blue, lighter blue, and yellow/orange, another is silver and dark blue, and the last is bright green and orange, with a tiny bit of leftover blue. At least they’re something I can do while sitting on the floor watching Invader Zim.

Once I have a few days on my hands, I want to do at least a half dozen dolls assembly-line style. Cut all the pieces, sew them, stuff them all, do all the hair, sew all the faces, make all the chemises and undershirts, and then finally get around to designing the clothes. As I find designs that work, I’ll trace them and make a basic pattern so I don’t have to custom fit each outfit. I wasted a ton of time and muslin working out patterns on Their Majesties’ dolls, and don’t want to have to do that ever time.

As for the wooden toys, my scroll saw should be in today. Hooray!

Now I just need to find a good source of leather….

A&S 50 Challenge

September 5th, 2007 by Ascelyn

I just remembered about the A&S 50 Challenge.  Now that I have, I’m excited!  Just what I need–one more thing to do.  At least this time it’s a useful thing that will go hand in hand with several of my other preexisting goals.

Lady Albreda Aylese has challenged the populace to either create/do fifty of any one thing, helping you strengthen  your skills in that area, or to create or do fifty different things, either that you haven’t done before or that are related to your persona.  This should be accomplished by AS 50 (AS=anno societas, the year of the society, or the number of years since that first fateful medieval party).  AS, A&S (arts & sciences)…get it?  Very witty.  Since I believe AS 50 will be sometime around 2015 AD, I should have plenty of time to do things right, even when modern life does intervene.

Which do I want to do?  Silly person…I’m going to do both!  I want to make, do, or learn fifty things related to my persona, and I also want to make and give away fifty medieval toys

So let’s get started!  Here’s the first of my fifty+ persona goals.  Not all of them are directly A&S related, so I’m going to do more than fifty and hope it all evens out when I take a final count years from now.

 

1)  Have one really authentic garb outfit.  I mean the whole thing, from the veil pins down to the shoes.  By “really authentic,” I mean within reason.  The dye on the cloth might not be set by the urine of young boys, and it will likely be mostly machine sewn, but some bits of authenticity simply must be sacrificed on the altars of ickiness and carpal tunnel.

2)  Make my own arrows.

3)  Make a quiver to hold the aforementioned arrows.

4)  Make one piece of feast gear appropriate for a 14th-century English woman.

5)  Make one completely authentic medieval toy.

6)  Learn one dance well enough to be comfortable with it.

7)  Perform one song at a bardic circle.  Scary….

8)  Spin enough wool into yarn to then weave it.  Probably won’t be much bigger than a pouch or a belt favor, but it’s a start!

9)  Learn several period board games.

10)  Build (or at least decorate) a period(-looking) pavilion.  Just how far I go with this depends on just how much money and time I happen to have on my hands by 2015.  Don’t expect this one to happen any time soon, folks.

11)  Make and operate a 14th-century siege weapon!

12)  Make a bench or chair to take to events.

13)  Grow an herb garden using period plants.  Actually use the herbs instead of smiling smugly at them like I do the few I have now.  “Look, I made them grow!  They’re alive!  What do I use them for?  Uhhh….”

15)  Make beeswax taper candles.

16)  Fingerloop enough cord to actually use for something useful.  Learn several new patterns.

17)  Learn how to do card weaving.

18)  Learn calligraphy.  Team up with someone and make a book of hours.

19)  Make at least one piece of persona-appropriate, SCA-legal armor.

20)  Brush up on my Latin enough to be able to read the basics again.

 

Good enough for a start!  I can’t wait to get going!

A canton? Us?

September 5th, 2007 by Ascelyn

What follows is bits and pieces of a (very long) email I wrote to our seneschal last night, along with my various interspersed comments, regarding starting a canton in my home area.  It might not flow perfectly, but you’ll get the picture.

I live about two hours from most of the baronial meetings, practices, etc., which makes it difficult to do much other than a few select workshops or important meetings.  My day pretty much has to be planned around going down due to the driving time, and the gas money adds up pretty quickly.  The cost of fuel alone to get to a meeting is more than the gate fees and feast combined for most events I attend.  There are a total of four other adult SCAdians up my way, as well as a good number of people who are either interested in the SCA but can’t put the time and money into the long drives for meetings, or would be interested if we could get out the word.

I think Their Excellencies really want a canton going up here for some reason.  Anjuli has wanted to get one started, as well.  I thought it was just kind of a given that, if we were to have any kind of an geographically all-inclusive local group (not just a “me and my friends want to play, so we’re kind of a loose sort of group” household), it was going to be a canton.  When Adriana asked me why we wanted to have a canton and not just hold local get-togethers and practices informally, I was kind of floored.  I’d never really thought about it.

Previously, I had put a good bit of time and planning into how it could be accomplished, but never why it should be done in the first place. In all honesty, I didn’t care overly much whether there was a canton or not, so long as there was a local group of SCAdians. If that group existed outside the bounds of any “official” organizational level, then so be it. I greatly enjoy being part of the barony, and I really like the people in Hagerstown and Frederick, just not the drive. I’m willing to come down occasionally, just not on an almost weekly basis (plus events!). I have no desire to “break off” and give up the responsibility I have toward the barony itself. I know I don’t do much right now, but I’d like to. So far it’s only been circumstances that have prohibited most of what I can think of doing–HRM taking place while I was out of the country, meetings falling on Thursdays when I already have obligations, etc. I’m very grateful that any canton that might be started up here would still be within the bounds of the barony, not a separate group entirely.

Like I said before, to start with it didn’t matter too much to me whether there was an official canton or not, just so there was a group. I’d really like to get an active group growing here, regardless of whether or not we have a future canton. Right now I know five people (a family and a single woman about my age) who are very interested, but simply can’t come to things in Frederick all the time because of the time invested in the driving alone. I took the Chatelaine 101 class at Coronation to try to get some ideas of ways to attract and help out new people without having to solely rely on barony members two hours away from them. I’ve started putting together a loaner garb/feast gear box, and I have some information packets to give people, as well as a lot of ideas on ways to help people learn about the Society and find their way into it. I think newcomers is really where having a canton could help.

I think it’s really important to have an organized group to plug newcomers into when they discover the SCA, and I know it’s important for them not to have to drive too far to be in that group, especially with today’s busy schedules. (I’ll probably say “I think” a lot here, since there’s not much I know for sure, only what I’ve learned from other people and from my own experience. I hope people will correct me if I’m too far off, or if I’m missing things.) I think having a formal canton will make it much easier to have that necessary organization. If I were just hearing about the SCA, I wouldn’t think much more about doing so if the local group I could find was disorganized and hard to contact. Personally, I would’ve been involved much sooner if I could even have found someone to answer my emails when I first found that I’d be moving back to the Cumberland area. I emailed several times and waited a total of over a year before finally emailing the baronial chatelaine, who forwarded my message on and helped me out greatly. After emailing back and forth for a while and driving down to Hagerstown for a newcomer’s meeting, I was hooked. If I weren’t foolishly stubborn at times, though, I probably would have taken the lack of any response to my first few emails as meaning the group was defunct or not interested in me and moved on. I understand now what caused the confusion and don’t have any regrets over it, but it’s been statistically shown that most people aren’t going to bother. (It was even mentioned in the chatelaine class, so maybe I learned something good after all!)

If it’s important to show an organized front to interested people, then it’s just as important to be able to efficiently organize things to do with them and with each other. Yes, we can have workshops and practices and meetings without being a canton, but I think it would help streamline things and make coordinating these efforts much easier. It would also be easier to help the newer people get plugged into activities if we can say, “This person does this and if you want this, this person holds that office.” It’s all of our jobs to help people, and we should be willing to take on the responsibility regardless of officies or titles, but having those in place makes it that much simpler.

I fought with myself for the last few days over whether or not we should need or have things like offices and specific duties. After all, if those of us in Allegany/Garrett counties (right now only Allegany, I think?) aren’t willing or able to take on the responsiblities without having those titles, are we really in the right mindset to be holding an office? Should it be willingness to serve first with the duty to serve second, or duty alone leading to serving? I was trying to explain my problem with this to Jason when he pointed out that, philosophy aside, it’s really whatever gets the service done the most efficiently. In the end, I think he’s right. If you’re willing enough to take the job, then just make sure you get it done well. I still think that those of us here should be willing to take on the responsibilities necessary even if no canton forms in the next thirty years, but having that structure in place would make things much nicer. Granted, I haven’t held any kind of an “officer” position since partway through college, and certainly not on the level of the SCA, so maybe I don’t have any clue what I’m talking about here. It’s just the way I think of things with my limited view.

The third reason I think a canton would be useful is the financial side of things. Especially as a group that will have mostly very new members as it grows, we will need a decent Gold Key collection and will need to be able to provide some local activities to get people started. Without a canton, preexisting members (right now, I think it’s just Anjuli, Ras, Honora, my brother who’s away at college during the week, and myself) would need to pitch in and donate what materials they can find out of pocket. While this would be necessary to some extent anyway, and I would certainly be willing to do what I could, I think the potential scope of newcomers that we might have coming in would put a strain on what people could contribute. Though I very well might be wrong, as part of a non-profit group we would be able to do some fundraisers, even as minor as holding a bake sale in front of the local market, to raise money for canton activities and belongings.

So in the end, I think it all comes down to organization and being able to help the future members of a local group (canton or otherwise) get started. It certainly doesn’t hurt that we would have a “real” local group to belong to, not just a loose collection of people belonging to a group that’s mostly several hours away. I’m pretty set on trying to get together some kind of group out here, even if it’s not a canton, so long as the barony doesn’t expressly forbid it. I like to have things organized and at least loosely structured, though, even if it is an informal group. I believe it will make it easier to attract and maintain new members if there is a canton here, while still supporting and being supported by the barony as a whole.

Discussing why other people think we should form a canton–since I was originally somewhat under the assumption that to form a local group, that’s just what we were supposed to and expected to do–and how we should go about doing that, as well as what we should do with it once we’re on our way, is the main purpose of the first meeting/get-together I hope to have.  Maybe other people think very differently.  Maybe I’m very wrong.  At least I’m trying, though, and I’m willing to learn.  That’s got to count for something in the end, even if it’s not much

Fall Coronation

September 4th, 2007 by Ascelyn

From the schedule I’d seen online, Coronation was going to  be one long day of courts.  Valharic and Ariel’s last court, decoronation, coronation, Logan and Rowan’s first court, evening court, and so forth.  Since I, being the bad little Scadian that I am, am not particularly fond of sitting through court, I wasn’t all that upset when I found that Magister Eadric planned on staying at his booth during the ceremonies and that I could make myself useful by watching Aaron.  He’s so much fun!

I did feel kind of bad that I left for a while to take a chatelaine class, but they didn’t seem too worried by it.  I felt even worse when I walked over toward the list field with Aaron and Sam/Adele to find Aaron’s hero-in-arms Skorri.  Her Excellency had seen me earlier and mentioned that I should come over to the baronial pavilion and say hello if I got a chance, so when the others headed back to the booth, I went to do just that.  I ended up staying quite a bit longer than I’d intended, then stopping by the herald’s table in an attempt to register my name and device, then by another merchant’s booth in hopes of getting a small henna design on my hands.  Since these last two stops involved half a decade of waiting around for nothing, I was probably gone for a good forty-five minutes to an hour.  Oops!

In general, though, it was a lot of fun.  I like playing with Aaron, and I like hanging around talking to Eadric and Sam.  Violante’s daughters were there as well, and they’re very sweet and super-cute.

When I was with Aaron in the hall for a few moments, a lady approached me wanting to know if I could sit with her son and daughter at children’s feast.  She and her husband wanted to be servers, but because their kids were so young, someone needed to stay with them while they ate.  Since Eadric and his family were leaving before feast, I was happy to help her out.  The only problem came when they were done eating and went to watch a movie with the other kids, at which point I wasn’t needed any longer.  Miguel and Violante kindly let me sit with them for the remainder of feast, since the tables toward the front of the hall where everyone else I knew was sitting were completely packed.

All in all, a good event and a great day.  I hope Her Majesty didn’t think the dolls were too silly.  I finished sewing some fingerloop cord in Atlantian colors to the queen doll’s gown during my class.  I ended up using a thicker piece of it as a belt, since the silver chain I bought for a girdle disappeared somehow.  Never did manage to make the tabard or belt favors for them.

I love the SCA.  ^_^